I’ve been sober and clean
for over a year and a half
I still imagine the taste on my lips
and I fear I might relapse

Thinking of that endless high
Standing tall above the world
The roar of the eternal buzz
The scent of flowers unfurled

I want, I want, I want it now
It’s been too long, I can not lie
But know that if I fall in love again
I will fall and surely die